I failed.

Well, today it all started off fine, i got up, didn't go to school.
It was like 11, and i was reading a magazine, and i went to get some lemonade. i felt really faint and thirsty, so i figured may as well have my 110 callories allowed for today.
That was all fine, but then like 3 hours later i had a melt down!!!!!!!!!
i ate:
1. 2 peices of toast
2. a pack of chocolate stars
3. a marshmallow-rice crispie thing!
So then i spent half an hour trying to make myself throw it up. OMG I COULDN'T!
i did everything i know. even drank really really salty water. Nothing, apart from my throat burning from salt. So then naturally i excersized for like ever, but my muscles hurt so bad from working out late last night, pretty hard. I feel like such a failure. I completely lost it. So i'm not eating for another 4 days straight, apart from drinking 50 callories worth of lemonade a day, to not faint. Urgh, talk about obese. i feel disgusting :(
stay stronger than me.
xoxoxox